Daydreams

There's a dream in my heart. 

A big, beautiful daydream.

It's made up of horses and cows, grassy fields and running streams. 

Mountains high, a valley green, with a small cabin backed up against the hills.

I look out across this land and am overwhelmed by the immensity of it. Can this really be mine?

But of course, it belongs to He who put this dream inside of me. 

I am simply the steward of this beautiful land, caretaker of animals who belong to this little valley. 

I spend my days in awe of Him, loving this simple and beautiful life, living and working by the sweat of my brow. 

I feel exhaustion in my bones and peace in my heart at the end of each day, and I know I am where I'm meant to be.

What a Difference You've Made in My Life

My sweet Cas,

Lately, you and I have been spending a lot more one on one time together. Big brother has started preschool and although we miss his entertaining self a few hours a week, I'm grateful for this time. Your little personality seems to shine even more when it's just us.

You're so funny with your different laughs; growly laugh, high pitched laugh, and your just can't help it giggle. You give me your sweet smile when you know you're in trouble, and wait for me to smile back. I really can't help but do so. 

My little blondie, you melt my heart and surprise me with something new every day. You say new words or pick up a funny new habit that I love, but know it will only last for a little while. 

You're getting so big, and I love watching you grow and change! You're such a whirlwind, but somehow you're still the peace in my days. The way you say mama and run to me just melts me. You'd rather be with me than anyone and I'm enjoying that while it lasts. 

Your sweet, funny, light spirit never fails to lift my own spirits. You're such a tease, just like your dad and also your Grandpa Richard. I guess we named you after the right person.

 What a difference you've made in my life my little blondie boy. I can't imagine what I ever did without you. I love you more than words can say, little big guy. I hope you always run to me.